So I haven't even blogged in the longest time, and I had so much to say but I forgot it now. Um.. so yeah I get pissed sometimes and now my idiotic brother won't let me use the friken computer. So in a few days i will be leaving to go to New York, I"m totallly excited I didn't know how to spell a word. Well yeah and back to my brother he doesn't even share the computer, and for some odd reason he is always walking around the house nude. And never wants to wear any clothes likewhat the fuck is is problem, and now he is bugging for the computer, and I can't write anything. Anyways now he is bitching to ge the computer, oh yes well last week was really fun, I went to go see a movie at Hil's. We watched wizards movie, and then I went to Olivia's for a party which was really fun. I went to go register and it was fun, I think I have okay teachers I hope. i mean i now Ms. Lin is mean, but hopely she isn't that bad. well now I have to go because he keeps bothering allright bye

So for the past two days um pretty much nothing happened I just went to the doctors. Oh yes I went to acupuncture and I freaking cried. I have no clue why I cried but I did, and I was so ashamed. Oh yes I think I was crying oh gosh I don't know so that wasnt' good, and then mama insists that i have to have needles in my chest, and I didn't want it so yeah that was it,anyways i'm gonna go and maybe post later

So yesterday was on monday, and I did was fallow my mom. Grocery shopping it was okay, and then I had a delicious ice cream. After my mom bought me some jeans, and that was pretty much what I did. Today I am so bored I want to ride my bike but I don't want to do it alone. Lmao I sound like a loser and such, and I am reading my anime book frut bastket which is really good. Um... before I had some stuff today, but not really anymore. Oh yeah the old post aobut my brother being a complete idiot well forget it sometimes I just get mad really easily, and I was having pmsing problems. HAHAHAHA just made me think of past funny moment, and yeah. HEar I will blog it well my swim coach always pms he was always so moody, and one day i drew a happy face on the board. He got a ll pissed and crap I mean next time I won't try to make it a happy place. He is so rude and mean and only likes Carolina and Stefanie I swear I don't really like him, and thats pretty much it. It sucks that he is so I dont' know the word to explain it, but I'm glad that I am moving groups. I will miss the people though who arent' moving and its only gio, but I kind of like him even though he is a year younger. Well thats it, and I have to go well not really but If I think of more to say, I may continue this post or write a new one with a new title :)

Well today, we went to go see Ponyo, which was a really cute movie. Then we went to go eat ice cream which was really good, and then matthew is such a fucking asshole!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ha a let him read it, he pisses me off soo much, I mean why cdan't he put on some clothes. And he ruins everythingl, yeah i think that says enough

So today was allright, we as a family went to ikea to look for furniture. Which was kind of boring, anyways besides that it was an okay day. So yeha and then we went out to eat, and bought some books from chapters. I don't have anything to write about really, I mean it was an okay day. Yeah I mean, yup that was it, and then i got books from Chapters, and then some scene points. I have enough to go see a free movie, well so thats it so far. Um... yeah it was an allright day, oh yes my borther pisses me off. I mean at luch he called me a petafiller, and then he wonders why I hate him so much. I mean hello that might be it seriously like does he not remember what he says sometimes. And I really don't care if he is reading this right now, because he is right beside me right now. I"m going to go see Ponyo tommorow at AMC. YAYA so maybe I might blog about that tommorow, well right now I'm going to watch whatever is on TV, and it is kind of late. So soo long, yeah bye

Yay last day that I didn't write about, this way it is like in order if you can get my drift. Well today, I went to go see Bandslam it was a good movie. I mean sometimes it was a little bit corny, but it wasn't amazing. Well and then we were suppose to go see the trailer of New Moon, and it didn't play lmao you should have seen how disappointed Hillary was it was hilarious. Well thats what I did so far, and I can't believe I missed so many days to blog, but when school starts I'm probably going to miss a lot more, well thats all I can think about writting now. Oh yes I really want to go for a bike ride, so I think I may ride my bike to Mama's work, and then maybe buy myself a little treat or something. I'm not sure well I'm watching Desperate Houswives right now which is okay I can't seem to really watch it because I am blogging :P Um... so I wish I didn't miss days, and I wish I could write here everyday because it is a lot of fun. Well I g2g and maybe I might write something tonight

So that was Friday and then on Thursday it was a great day well besides the horrible piano lesson. Man I need to really focus on counting and playing accurately but it is so hard sometimes. After that me and my mom went shopping it was so much fun. Well I know it doesn't sound like the greatest thing, but it is fun for me, and for one thing she is buying for my clothes which I love, but I really do have a lot of clothes. Well I mean even though sometimes she doesn't buy the clothes that I want I mean it is okay, because she buys me most of them :) Well I mean I bought these fabulous clothes ha ha. Well something screwy just happened to the font, and then I fixed it but it was really weird. Jeez it is taking such a long time to write this note, but after this I am probably going to go ride my bike. Um... so that is it I bought some clothes, and I wish I could buy clothes all the time, and not worry about money. Then Tomorrow I am probably going to go fix my ebook.

So on Wednesday it was okay, I mean I went grocery shopping with my mom, and then just chilled at home. After that we had to pick up my brother from camp, and it was not really fun. After that we had to go to my grandma's and clean mygrampa's wound. I like going, it is not fun, but its great just to see their faces. When I went there I saw my cousin Christina, it wasn't a really great moment. She just seemed really sad, and I don't know what was wrong. All I found out from my mom was that she wore inappropriate clothes, and her parents got mad. I mean no offense she has been wearing like those type of clothes forever, why would they care now. Well I'm not sure and she won't even tell me whats wrong so its, not like I can help or anything. Well I'm not even sure if she would even tell me what is bothering her. Yo but if you are reading this Christina you can tell me whats bugging you if you want to.

Well I just wrote something about like two seconds ago, and this really good idea came into my head. Well it was all really a long time ago. As I said in my other post that I do swimming well there is so much drama that happened well near the end. So their is this girl named S, and she was like the star of the group. Me and this other girl E (I love her) thought that the coach was hitting on her because of the way they acted. Well lets not get into that it was very weird, and then she got sick, so she wasn't doing as well. So I guess you could say that the coach moved on, lmao that is my own joke well I guess if anybody reads this they would have to know what I am talking about. so back to the story then she got to be the favourite of the coach, and let me tell you I don't like the coach. Well then he started to train her more, and the coach isn't discrete. He like ignores everybody else when he train who he thinks will be the next star or something who is C. Well I guess when S came back she realized that she wasn't getting anymore attention. Well she would talk to me and say how C has changed, and how come the coach Cn isn't really helping me anymore. Well it got me and E so mad because well we never got any attention, and here is S complaining like she is the KING . Anyways we lived and forgave so and it was like a blessing because S neve talked about C again, I guess she got tired or something. I still talk to S but she gets me so pissed because she always thinks that she is the center of attention. Look at this and even though she claims that she hates C, she still talkes to her on facebook, like hello if you don't like someone don't talk to them that often.

Well that was just problem number one there is more yeah this may be a long post. Well at the last meet of the season I see S, and she was crying I asked her whats wrong. Well she said the guys were making fun of her. Like telling her, her boobs are really small and that she is a HOAR and a SLUT. Well you know what she is, I mean if you can't find her she is usually talking to guys. I mean people talk, she went out with loike five guys, and she was the only girl. When people hear these things they talk, anyways well when she was telling me this story. About how all the guys were making fun of her, I felt like telling her that well I mean maybe you shoudn't hang out with them so much. I mean hello like for the last 2 months or so maybe even more, she wouldn't really talk to us girls she would talk mostly to the guys. Get a hold of this and if she did talk to us she would talk abou the GUYS!!!!!! Well I guess I better stop blogging which is fun, but I mean I thinks its time to sign off

This story had people whose names were not mentioned and they will be metioned in this little thing

• S---Stefanie
  
• C---Carolina
  
• E---Erica
  
• CN---Coach Colin
  

So today was a horrible weather, it is suppose to rain today. The clouds are so dark there is no sun that goes through the windows. I am so lonely and bored that I am watching Shirley Temple movies. I should be practicing piano, but I don't want to. I am being a couch potato and just sitting down. Now the dark clouds went by, its sunny again, and now its dark again because the clouds came back. After the Shirley temple movie I am watching Desperate Housewives it is such a great show. I mean i wish I had something to do. I haven't hung out with my Friends for so long because most of them are away at their cottage, somewhere far away, or being tutored. Well I don't really know how to make a long paragraph and keep talking about my life. Well I wish there were camps for me to do, because I am so bored or hang out with my friends. Hopefully we might have another cousin hang out and go see a movie, or play the WII, PS2, or even the game cube if anybody still has it. My ultimate favourite game is Mario Party 6, its so much fun, and I haven't played in forever. I feel like I can't see properly because I had to make the font size large, instead of normal. Look at me I just keep rambling on, and it is so random some of it font size games. Wow I am so bored, its just like I can just type away about whats on my mind. Oh this is so much easier than I diary because I can write stuff faster depending on how fast I type :p ; and you can fix your mistakes with out crossing things out unless you want to. Well too bad each time I post it will be a new one which isn't that bad. Well I anyways if this sis private, there is somebody I like. I try to get him out of my head, but I can't and I don't' know why!!!! :(:(:( I mean I got the other guys that I had a crush on I could get out of my head. But this one guy I can't stop thinking about him all the time. The thing is he isn't in any of my classes, and he is younger than me, and I know it is creepy and weird. Oh well hopefully I will meet someone that will make me stop dreaming about him. I just got a muffin and I am going to eat it. Oh I want my own laptop if I could ever get one if my parents would buy me one. I wish they would it would be so nice, but then if it got broken I would be very sad. oh my favourite show is Missing, I wish I could watch it during the school time, but I can't because it is when i am swimming. Don't get me wrong I do love swimming, but sometimes it just takes up too much of my time. Mmmmmm I love <3

An ordinary of my life is so simple, you live life. I always feel as though I have a screwed up life though. I have a brother that seeks attention, and whose mistakes or crap I get blamed on. My parents don't believe that he is spoiled, and doesn't seek attention. Even when I tell them the problem they do not seem to care, or pretend to care. Well I guess everybodies life is screwed, but I mean some of the rough times that have gone through.

Would have not made me the person I am today!

So on saturday August 8 me and my cousins, went to go see a movie. It was the first in a long time that we all hung out with eachother. I mean we do hang out at Christmas and other holidays, but we usually drift off into groups. Don't get me wrong I mean its not like i hated them before, but it wasn't like how it was before we used to all hang out and just chill. We used to all be really close I mean I remember playing so many games, and just playing silly games. On saturday we did that, and I love the life that I live right now. We all grow up and we drift off to our own path and we still love our life. Through out all the hard times, and bad we still love. Lmao this is so much fun my cousin told me to get this little blog and its so much fun to rant about ur life <3>Its like I can go forever but I won't :P